January 2010
“i was so sure this time. how could i have been wrong?”
– lalanii
“No matter how careful you are, there’s going to be the sense you missed...”
– Chuck Palahniuk (Invisible Monsters)
John Mayer, Edge of Desire
“Don’t say...
ok, now that that's all out of my system.
i have a broken heart for reasons beyond my mind power and apparently beyond my self conscious control. any parties you know of? holler atcher girl. not lol.
but my choice was already made, i'd already chosen...
-lalanii
“Among other things, you’ll find that you’re not the first person who was ever...”
– J.D. Salinger, The Catcher in the Rye, Chapter 24 i love you julie!
REBLOGS IN THE QUEUE, don't cry.
i’m reblogging today; hang in there followers- i know it’s cliche, lol.
i’ll be back with more intimate special stuff when my heart feels better.
sometimes too much is too much...
…
I’m not worried about the secret blog he discovered; or the wrongs I’ve acknowledged
I’m worried about the privacy he invaded for the second time after I forgave him
What I was hiding would have never hurt him unless I told him goodbye;
In which case he would have been bound to hurt anyhow.
I’m not worried about the lies I told,
I’m worried about the reasons I felt I had to tell...
“I must learn to love the fool in me the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries.” - Theodore Isaac Rubin
“True love is not so much a matter of romance as it is a matter of anxious...”
– Gordon B. Hinckley
-yes’m or rather… well-being and/or protection from those choices that might hurt that companion.
"You do not need to be loved, not at the cost of...
- Jo Courdert
Douglas: Today was hard for me to let you go. I wore my shoes, my pants, my shirt for snow. I love you more than gravity on earth.
Lalanii: Today was hard for me to let you go. I got up my nerve... and ran back to my hole. I wish hurt feelings could be washed off with soap.
"If i lose my demons, I will lose my angels as...
-Rainer Maria Rilke
“If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what...”
– Alice in Wonderland weallseekthetruth quote-book
“Oh yes, the past can hurt. But the way I see it, you can either run from it, or…...”
– The Lion King