Fashion.Poetry.

i’m on the verge of tears and i don’t know why.

i’m really happy.

i have everything i need and want and the things i don’t are coming.

but even still; today i miss…

my best friend.

and that bitch. doesn’t deserve to be missed. lol.

why is my heart so much bigger than that which it needs to be?

o, and… my ex. who was my best friend too at one point.

i’d give up all i have material for things to go back and be right like they weren’t but they were close enough for me to take them for granted. you know how you don’t want somebody back because of whatever they put you through but yet; you still want the friendship you had? ya. well.

… anyway, i think it’s the sickness. yes, i’ll blame it on the sick.